đ the rabbit hutch

i finished the rabbit hutch1 and (one of) my very first thoughts when closing it was âwhat a deeply human book.â itâs been hard for me to tell folks what the book is about because saying âitâs a book about people trying to survive in a post-industrial town in the midwestâ feels reductive and, truly, thatâs only a small portion of it.
so, sure: itâs about surviving in the midwest, but itâs also about: curiosity, connection, and community; loneliness and relationships and how the suburbs exacerbate those same feelings; people surviving the best they canâthe only ways they know howâunder systems that were designed to fail them; building more high rises and chain stores and expecting capitalism to fix the problems it created, but high rises donât create communities that help folks thriveâpeople do.
itâs also about: people are always asked âwhatâs wrong with youâ instead of âwhat happened to you?"; children who age out of the foster care system and have experienced so much painâwho have had their childhoods ripped awayâand then are told at 18 "youâre on your own now"; the secrets we keep and the lies we tell ourselves out of fear of alienating those closest to us because if they saw the darkest parts of us, would they still love us? would they understand? and more importantly, would they stay?
i saw so many parts of myself in this bookâespecially in blandineâand my heart continues to ache for them. with that, here are a handful of lines that refer to scenes i think about regularly when i move through the world:
- âyou werenât adequately loved.â
- âis this what you tell people about me?â
- âi want to wake up.â
I finished this in 2023 and originally posted this on my bookstagram. Iâm trying to migrate over what I can since I no longer use any Meta apps.↩